| If its not one damn thing its a fucking other. |
[Oct. 7th, 2004|03:43 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | fuck the world | ] |
Why do i get the shit end of the stick. IM busting my ass for APO. and there unhappy with things well shit its there frat they can do something about it too. if ur over stressed as it is. don't come bitch to me about how stressed u are when you took on every fucking job. U DON'T HAVE TO TAKE THEM. oh yeah and when i try to give a job to some one else b/c i know u have to much on ur plate. and u bitch at me for it. then you have no room to bitch to me. no fucking rooom. oh yeah and if you say that i have to "EMBODY THE SPIRIT OF APO" then fucking help me by doing the same fucking thing.
Am i a bad leader? and i don't want to hear oh u r u just need help. cause that means that i am. im either a good leader or i suck. just fucking tell me. AAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*gets ups and walks away* |
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| MUCH LOVE |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|05:04 pm] |
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OH YEAH I KNOW THIS IS A BIT LATE BUT. IM glad that every one of u down in Baton rouge Are all ok. Even thogh the hurrican completle missed u i was worried. Hey at least u got out of school. im just glad u are all ok especially u Helen. *hug* |
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| LOL BITCH THIS IS WHAT YOU GET LOL |
[Sep. 21st, 2004|09:37 am] |
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| |  fuck u madoc | ] |
Ha so If everyone remembers (if not got and look back at my LJ's) i had a crappy roommate at the begining of the year. so i moved out and across the hall. So i come home last night and i can't get into my fucking room so i get an RA and they disscover that the lock had super glue in it. and every one know who did. FUCKING MADOC WILLIAMS from Colorado. I haven't done shit to him all i did was move out so he could do what he wanted as long as he didn't fuck with me. LOL but this is where i get to laugh at him. well Everyone hates his ass because well he is a jackass. so the RA call housing and they come over at like 11:30 at night and get into my ROOM.
HOUSEING DEPARTMENT PEPOPLE ARE BADASS PEOPLE THEY FUCKING ROCK MY WORLD.
So The RA's take him and talk to him and he denighs that he did it so they wrote him up any ways. LOL hahahahahahahaha. And Now the "key lady" is working on my lock as is speak here. and she's said "so u know who it was" i said "yeah" "well they get to buy a new lock." LOL FUCK YOU MADOC U FUCK UR SELF OVER!!! aw so i feel better now i know i have everyone on my side, i don't care if their not my friend but the hate madoc so in turn they like me more. aw thank you madoc. oh yeah HOUSEING ARE THE BADASSEST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!
oh yeah we have ten pledeges for me frat this year. alright.
so madoc might get kicked out of the university, now he has to go live IN A VAN DOWN BY THE RIVER, fucking redneck |
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| ok so here |
[Aug. 27th, 2004|12:48 am] |
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OK i moved across the hall witch is far enough for now, and everything is picking up. APO is finaly getting shit done and my new roommate is cool. i went to the bar City Limits and danced with my pearl snap shirt that i also got today wow i love pearl snaps. i fond a friend of mine from last year and danced. it was fun then we left at like midnight then i went and talked to maliesa who went with me. It was fun now i have to go to sleep so i can get up. |
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| what the hell did i do to deserve this? |
[Aug. 23rd, 2004|12:24 am] |
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what the hell did i do to deserve getting a crappy room mate (more on that in a bit), a crappy dorm, have APO be more of a fucking hassle than rewarding, have relationships change and have my car fucking keyed. WHAT THE FUCK, ok i know some things are just rough right now like the relationship thing and the APO thing, I know that those are just me freaking out b/c of the lack of sleep.
Oh YEAH lack of sleep. so i've been busy for the past 4 days with moving in dealing with APO everyday helping my ex-roommate move and running arrons. But OMG i would've taken gentry over my current roommate. OK so i meet my new roommate Madoc Williams, and he's shorter than me but bigger. We move the furniture around in our really fucking small room, where everything is built just right to be 2 inches to big. wich i can deal with but this new roommate, im scared, brings over alachol (sp?) witch isn't bad but he's 19 and im 20 and we're living in a freshmen dorm aka STRICT RULES.
I told him that he shouldn't keep it in the room but he said "fuck you its mine they won't find it" so im scared that we're gonna get caught with alchol and im gonna get screwed over b/c of him. but thats not the worse thing. He's stupid about he drinks with the wrong people and they come back from parties drunk off their ass saying "im so drunk" and with girls. OH YEAH ABOUT THAT.
WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING WARNING
STOP READING IF SQUEMISH U'LL SEE "OVER"
so he comes in saturday night "AW fuck were are my condoms!?" and he ask me if i can leave for like 2 hrs for 10 bucks. it was 4 in the morning and i was still up, i said "yeah whatever" CAUSE IM A FUCKING NICE GUY AND SOME WHAT OF A PUSH OVER!!!!!! AW!!!!! so i leave and go down to the lobby and play poker with some other kids that are there not for the same reason. so i go out to my truck to have a cigarette cause well yeah. and i hear "hey man im done come on back up" (i had taken my pillows and blankets in case it was all night) so i go back up and well his bed wasn't pleasent. oh yeah his friend had a 32 year old woman who has a husband and a kid.
OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER OVER
So yeah then when he was done and we went to bed at 6:30 am. he gets up at 11 and starts make all this fucking raquet and opening the fucking windows and turning up my stereo and bangning the door. well by this point i have to do shit cause my parents are coming in and he goes and washes his sheets. Im scared to stand up to him cause im afraid that if i do he'll do something to my things b/c well they are freshmen guys and i can't beat them up cause i don't want to go to jail. so now im going off like 5 hrs of sleep when i've only had like 12 in the past 2 days. so im fucking tired. i have to run around with my parents (which was good) and go to wally wrold and get a talbe for APO.
Then there was this thing called "traditions rally" where all the Greeks go and try to get pledges to come to their both. well of course everyone is 5 mins late except like 3 and no one has a knife or plate for the watermelons that we are passing out, and the flyers aren't there. so i send one of them to go home and get a knife and plate, and her parents came into town and i got in a fight with her cause she wouldn't come to drop off the knife and plate so then its like 20 min into this thing and we have no watermelons to pass out then she gets there and so do the flyers. well only like 4 people come by out of shear guilt and don't sound enthuisastic at all when after an 1 hr goes by and it starts to POUR rian. well we all run in side with our both and set up then well the thing is called off and every one goes home. SO i did all the work for nothing absolute shit.
so then i get back to my drom for the meetings where i c my roommate (drunk off his ass) and afterwards we both go into the room well he has this huge bag of empty beer cans lying on the floor. and i ask him when he was going to take the trash out and he starts fucking yelling at me "WHAT THE FUCK, FUCK YOU HOW MANY TIMES DID U LET PEOPLE THROW TRASH IN THERE AND U HAVEN'T TAKEN OUT THE TRASH!" whitch is true but i did that cause i was being nice and that trash is underneath his BEERS. but he wouldn' have any of that. so he went to sleep and i tried and the went to talk to an RA about trying to get out of this situation ASAP he said he'll see what he can do. but now im scared that he is going to get in trouble for the alchol and he's gonna think it's my fault and fuck with my car or me. SO WHAT THE HELL DID I do to deserve this and what should i do now?
on a different note. (some people might not want to read this) maybe its b/c im tried and have been emotionally drained but i'll be fine through out the day until i go to sleep when one thing will remind me of you and ill start to cry its not sobs just tears. but then i have to remind my self why im not in that relationship anymore and i reallize that all i want is just to be cuddled. im not trying to win you back. with this im not going to guilt trip u im sorry if it feels as if i have but i need to tell someone besides people here.
i hope things pick up or else this semester is gonna suck. |
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| TRUE!...True |
[Jul. 7th, 2004|09:40 pm] |
| How to make a slick007 |
Ingredients:
1 part competetiveness
1 part silliness
5 parts ego |
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Serve with a slice of wisdom and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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| *sigh* |
[Jun. 15th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
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| | depressed | ] |
ok so here is the deal. i know i haven't updated in a long time. but theses are some reasons. A) if something happy happensim not here to write about, and B) if im upset about it i can't talk about it here. SO im thinking about leaving this little community, it was fun while it lasted. The reasons (A & B above) and C) i never read any of ur LJs so i never comment... so this is one of my last entries if not my last, unless something changes which i don't see that happening. |
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| why? |
[May. 12th, 2004|03:09 am] |
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| |  pessimistic | ] |
Why do i tear my self up?
Y do i always have to make everything complicated, thats suppose to be simple, and everything make everything simple thats suppose to be complicated?
Y do i always feel betrayed and out in the dark when im not?
y am i looking at the negative in everything lately, when i've always been happy?
Y now?
Y here?
Y me?
Y this? ............................................
Y this jealously problem that i never knew i had, had to hit me now?
Y not back with one of my other 3 girlfriends when it would've been better, so i wouldn't have to hurt the sweetest little angel in the world?
Y must i hurt the one i love so much, so many times?
Y must i have a great life but mange to fuck the little things up, that make it that much not as good?
I have a car, a (great,Loving,understanding) girlfriend, a house, a boat and lake house at my disposal,, 150 archers of land to hunt and camp on, be able to go to college and not worry about money, be able to go on nice trips, have a great loving family that will always be there for me, but Y?
Y must i fuck up all the little shit? like school grades and relationships.
P.S. If you have any advice on how to deal with a jealously problem plz let me know.
P.P.S. i love u baby doll. im trying my hardest to make this relationship the best ever. |
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| AWWW |
[May. 11th, 2004|05:53 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
OK people heres the deal. i am a Republican. and i saw a bumpersticker today that said "Friends don't let friends, VOTE REPUBLICAN" ok and here's the what i have to say to that. "Friends don't let Friends political partys get in the way of their FRIENDSHIP". and that every one need to just SHUT UP and listen to each other before they go on a rant. |
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| SURPRISE!!!!!!!! |
[May. 7th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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I always surprise people. i always do. i surprised my Friend onetime at his Surprise bday party. He had no idea it was so fun. but for me there is no joy for me like that. cuase no one has ever surpiresed me by cooking me a whole dinner, or just showing up at my door with flowers, (ok maybe im a bit of a romantic so what). i've plan so much stuff thats its starting to not be fun anymore... im just tired of plaining.
but yeah i saw some awsome hot rods to day they were awsome. i might get in to ACC if i can go through all this red tape god damn that all i see is a sea of red.. and for some reason i've been reall emotional for the past like week or so. and i think i know what it is, but i can't say here. if u guess it i wont tell u. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 7th, 2004|01:41 am] |
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being emotional just sucks ass. it makes u feel things that aren't there and are false. and u just can't say GO AWAY like u can a person. emotions suck |
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| :) |
[May. 4th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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| OMG |
[May. 3rd, 2004|10:55 pm] |
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| |  drained | ] |
OH MY F*@King GOD. to day was crazy. i got up at 9am and didn't stop moving until 7:30pm. I had to 1) pack my truck, 2) clean my room and the bath room EEEEEEEHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! 3) turn in my key for my room and the post office, 4) get a check cashed (don't u love it when ur frat owes YOU money :), 5) get an activity sheet filled out for my meeting in may, 6) trun in books on tape, 7) sell back books for like 1/999 of the price (bastards), 8) trun the 938 coke cans for cash all of $10 (jack asses), 9) get my money back from my class that fell through, that was 300 YEAH!!!!!!!! 10) drive home. it took me 10 hrs to do all that. and with no food! man what they hell was i thinking. oh yeah it was also hotter than hell. it took me 8 hrs to do all that. so i go and go to sleep |
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| what u say is what u are. |
[Apr. 19th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
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You are what you say you are. thats all i have to say. really. well that and i really really miss helen :( |
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| stolen from Helen |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|11:51 am] |
I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want.
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. |
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| APO |
[Mar. 27th, 2004|10:05 pm] |
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| | pleased | ] |
today we (APO, Alpha Phi Omega) did tarleton round up. We went out to this old mans house and helped him clean his garage and pick up limbs and just general out side clean up. This poor guy's wife lost his wife like 4 yrs ago. In his Office was to porn posters and he had a "Playboy" magazine on the table. I thought it was funny. all the girls thought it was "digusting". and they keeped talking about it. Come on his an old lonley man. leave him alone. He didn't show up at the door Naked. he just likes to look at porn. im sorry im makeing a big fuss. but the girls never dropped it. it got on my nevers after awhile.
ANyways. he was really nice and keepped tryin to find stuff for us to do for him so we would saty longer. He een offered us a jobs to just come out and help him make fences and cut up trees for him. $6.50 per hr. but he was really nice and he was so happy that we went out of our way to come out and help him. Then we left cause we did what we had to do and more.
After that i went to my friends one act play it was good and she was great her name is Amanda. the play was....... "Laidies in Waiting". it was all about girls talking about marriage and what good and bad about it. and how guys are like us they just do stuff diferently. it was funny. then i cam home and just relaxed. :) |
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| YATTA!!! |
[Feb. 29th, 2004|02:57 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | ecstatic | ] |
| [ | music |
| | 3 am | ] |
YATTA YATTA = (All right!) ( All right!) for those of u who know what i am talking about and want to know the entire translation for "YATTA!" then go here. there in college aparently.
http://web.mit.edu/patil/www/web/yatta.txt
my friend sent me that. i talked to her this morn like 2 am. it was great to talk to her. its always nice to talk to old friedns. |
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| is there any hope for me? |
[Feb. 26th, 2004|01:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
i failed my math test and i think i passed my cis test. and i don't have high hopes for chemistry. and its not that im stupid. i know that. but y don't i want help. i know that i have a probleme and i need speacail servisece but i don't want to use them. and the thing is if i don't want to do it i won't do it. and i've gone as far as getting the name and numbers of the tutors but i just won't call them. i..i.. i know what i need to do, but i don't want to.
its like. i know what i need to do but i don't want to so i don't then i get mad at my self for not helping my self. im sorry for a terrible entry. i know what i need to do, so i'll stop bithcing now.
Oh i went to the rodeo the other night. man its been a while since i've been to a rodeo. i felt very sentimental there. anyways thats a different entry. so im gonna go off and study i think. i hope. alright cya |
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| MAN!! |
[Feb. 18th, 2004|04:45 pm] |
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| | FUCKING HOSTILE!!! | ] |
OK i don't really care what u do when i live in the same room as u. But all i ask are for simple things from u. 1) i don't care what u do as long as i can do what i want to. 2) if ur coke cans gets in the way of my getting food MOVE IT. ill ask nice once or three times, but after that ill move it my self and that might not be where u want it (the trash). 3) don't bitch at me to move it nicley when i've asked u several times to move it ur self before i have to. 4) Take out ur OWN TRASH. ill take out mine if take out urs. don't put it in the corner to sit. so If ur keeping ur coke cans thats fine but all i ask is that they're not in front of the microwave, in the path for me to get to the door. Nad if i ask u to move them then MOVE THEM. so yeah thats all i feel better.
OH! yeah im open to suggestions on what i should do about my room mate and this problem. THANKIES bybye! |
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